Few weeks back my church invited Alarice to perform in the church and I fell in love with this song the moment she sings it.... To me, this is the best and most meaningful song of MJ.
Hope you guys will enjoy it too... I love this version alot..
Is that feeling again.....I felt as if the whole world is against me now... Did I do anything wrong to be treated this way?
First, I have my work....it's ALWAYS about work....I am tired.....darn tired alright? Secondly, I have no idea why some people likes to treat as though the whole world is wrong and she is always right. Thirdly, why??? WHY??? Why hasn't he ask me yet? Fourthly, why am I not rich? How I wish I can buy whatever I need to buy without thinking I don't have enough money.
Watched Shrek - Forever After with bee last night. Sometimes I wish fairytale really exist....how good it is if only there's a contract that I can sign on that says I don't have to go through all these hardships and in future I will have a good life with no strings attached. Hahahahaha!
Oh well, life still goes on despite whatever happens....
Anyway, highlight for this month...Da was here for 2 weeks for training...got to meet her. Though we didn't really have much time together but I'm glad that we get to talk and spend time together...not to say we don't talk...we still talk almost everyday...haha
After a year, here I am dragging myself to exercise again...bahahaahhahaa!! 2 months ago PL & Jason asked us to join them for Standard Chart. marathon. I wasn't thinking of joining at all, until EK say 'why not?' Then I asked myself - If he wants to run, then WHY NOT?
And so we registered 2 weeks ago and I was telling him that I have to start training...TRAINING....TRAINING....talk as if I'm going for the full marathon.... truth is...I'm only running for 5km.... bahahahahaaa! Hey, but it's very long for me okay?! -_-'''
Aight so last weekend we decided to jog.....I literally felt like lying on the floor after the jog...I think I ran for 1 round (not sure if it reaches 1 full round!) and walk for the rest of the 5 rounds! PHEW!! My muscles and whole body is still aching til now -_-''' I know la I don't do exercise that's why aching....walk also cannot walk properly...
It's okay...I shall improve this week! *pat my own head*....
Because........
It felt like didn't work out at all when we had these for dinner............
Is it my fault I can't speak or that my body becomes weak or that I can hardly move at the very thought of you nothing ever really got to me I could always turn the other cheek could it be those days are gone could've sworn that I was strong at least stronger than these emotions that are taking over me I swear I'm stronger than these emotions but they're taking over me...
No no no no this can't be it the less you are the less she is no no no no 'cause I can usually handle this I wasn't ready for these emotions that are taking over me I swear I'm stronger than these emotions but they're taking over me
You're the silence in a roaring crowd you're the equivalent of a fluffy cloud a genie in a bottle make a wish to wish the wishes will never end you're the platinum in my treasure chest you're the answer that i never woulda guessed I'm a love life test and I don't mind at all I don't mind at all
I swear I'm stronger than these emotions but they're taking over me I swear I'm stronger than these emotions but they're taking over me its just I wasn't ready for these
How I wish Aladdin's story will come true some time....as in to have a genie in a lamp. IF......I repeatIF....I really have that I would wish that the genie would grant me 3 wishes:
1) Get a room for me (Internet + Washing Machine + Heater + Car Park) 2) Get a new job for me 3) If the above 2 are not granted, better still get me out of here so I won't have to go through all of these!
I am tired....physically and mentally.... I just wish that after a long day, I have someone or something to pamper me...
I am confused and depressed in relationship...frustrated and stressed at work and cracking my head to find a car park for Alexis...or...looking for a place to stay. Above all, I think the one that hit me the most is the first one...am I that ready? did things changed? Or I am just demanding too much? I really don't know.
