I am confused and depressed in relationship...frustrated and stressed at work and cracking my head to find a car park for Alexis...or...looking for a place to stay.
Above all, I think the one that hit me the most is the first one...am I that ready? did things changed? Or I am just demanding too much? I really don't know.
WHAT A GREAT WAY TO START THIS ROARING YEAR WITH!
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Heartbreak Warfare...
Suppose to be resting on bed...but couldn't sleep at all.
Had been doing a lot of thinking lately...thinking and thinking and thinking...with NO solution.
I kept asking myself, did I do anything wrong? Did I not do enough? Why am I being treated this way? Why things did not turn out the way I wanted it to be? Or am I being selfish for thinking it my way?
Had been doing a lot of thinking lately...thinking and thinking and thinking...with NO solution.
I kept asking myself, did I do anything wrong? Did I not do enough? Why am I being treated this way? Why things did not turn out the way I wanted it to be? Or am I being selfish for thinking it my way?
Friday, January 15, 2010
Orange Moon
Emo emo...
This song has been lingering in my mind for a week...
I don't usually like chinese singing english songs. So when James send me the YT link I don't feel like checking it out but I did anyway...and so here I am...lovin' every single rhythm of it!
I *heart* =D
This song has been lingering in my mind for a week...
I don't usually like chinese singing english songs. So when James send me the YT link I don't feel like checking it out but I did anyway...and so here I am...lovin' every single rhythm of it!
I *heart* =D
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Can you smell it?~
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Looking back...
It's the last day of the year...and at this point of time, people would be remembering did they achieve anything this year, busy writing new resolution for the new year or just plainly waiting for the countdown and celebrate the new year.
As for me, I'm trying to remember what did I write for my resolution at the beginning of this year... hahahaha! And I think I can only remember part of it... but it's okay. I'll just re-write it this year for those that I have yet to achieve. As I was on my way back home yesterday, I heard the DJ said the best resolution for next year is not to write any resolution if you know that you can't achieve it...sounds like a plan right? Anyway, just some random thing that I find it quite true.
As for most what people would think, 2009 passed by so quickly for me that I barely have time to remember what I have done throughout the year. Hmmm...let's see... first year that I have a room of my own (no roomie), almost being homeless, went to Aussie, went to HK, finally went to Genting aft 9 yrs, played roller coasters, went for badminton, went to Broga Hill, cut my hair short for the first time!, spending time with my bro & parents, spend more time than previous years to get in touch with Dee, spend more time with Da on the phone than face to face (kekeke), met EK =)
Looking back, I'm thankful that I end my year with happy things. I thank God for every single one who left their footprints in my life. Thank you all and I love you guys! =D
Have a wonderful celebration tonight and let's face 2010 with more courage!
Woot Woot!!
As for me, I'm trying to remember what did I write for my resolution at the beginning of this year... hahahaha! And I think I can only remember part of it... but it's okay. I'll just re-write it this year for those that I have yet to achieve. As I was on my way back home yesterday, I heard the DJ said the best resolution for next year is not to write any resolution if you know that you can't achieve it...sounds like a plan right? Anyway, just some random thing that I find it quite true.
As for most what people would think, 2009 passed by so quickly for me that I barely have time to remember what I have done throughout the year. Hmmm...let's see... first year that I have a room of my own (no roomie), almost being homeless, went to Aussie, went to HK, finally went to Genting aft 9 yrs, played roller coasters, went for badminton, went to Broga Hill, cut my hair short for the first time!, spending time with my bro & parents, spend more time than previous years to get in touch with Dee, spend more time with Da on the phone than face to face (kekeke), met EK =)
Looking back, I'm thankful that I end my year with happy things. I thank God for every single one who left their footprints in my life. Thank you all and I love you guys! =D
Have a wonderful celebration tonight and let's face 2010 with more courage!
Woot Woot!!
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Friday, November 20, 2009
A cold gloomy night
I should be working right now, I have deadlines to rush for. But I can't seem to concentrate on my work now. I needed someone to talk to, and I did talk to the person that I usually would talk to... I still felt uneasy...
I have been suppressing my feelings for a while now. Not to say that it has been very long time, but long enough to torture me. I thought that as long as I learn to understand more, give you more time to settle down, things will be back to normal...or perhaps better.
I understand that sometimes you may need your own space, your own time to do your things. I thought that I can tolerate with all these things and yes I am still learning. But I believe a lil' care won't take too much of your time. It hurts me to see you being so stressed up and frustrated with work and all I can do is just be a listener and pray for you. There are struggles that I'm facing that I don't know how to solve either. There are times that I want to share my ups and downs with you too but I don't think you notice. I'm just afraid that I will get burn out one day and burst everything out, which I don't want that to happen.
Maybe I have been thinking too much, maybe I have been pressuring myself too much. Maybe sharing it out will be much better than suppressing how I truly felt inside.
I have been suppressing my feelings for a while now. Not to say that it has been very long time, but long enough to torture me. I thought that as long as I learn to understand more, give you more time to settle down, things will be back to normal...or perhaps better.
I understand that sometimes you may need your own space, your own time to do your things. I thought that I can tolerate with all these things and yes I am still learning. But I believe a lil' care won't take too much of your time. It hurts me to see you being so stressed up and frustrated with work and all I can do is just be a listener and pray for you. There are struggles that I'm facing that I don't know how to solve either. There are times that I want to share my ups and downs with you too but I don't think you notice. I'm just afraid that I will get burn out one day and burst everything out, which I don't want that to happen.
Maybe I have been thinking too much, maybe I have been pressuring myself too much. Maybe sharing it out will be much better than suppressing how I truly felt inside.