After a year, here I am dragging myself to exercise again...bahahaahhahaa!! 2 months ago PL & Jason asked us to join them for Standard Chart. marathon. I wasn't thinking of joining at all, until EK say 'why not?' Then I asked myself - If he wants to run, then WHY NOT?
And so we registered 2 weeks ago and I was telling him that I have to start training...TRAINING....TRAINING....talk as if I'm going for the full marathon.... truth is...I'm only running for 5km.... bahahahahaaa! Hey, but it's very long for me okay?! -_-'''
Aight so last weekend we decided to jog.....I literally felt like lying on the floor after the jog...I think I ran for 1 round (not sure if it reaches 1 full round!) and walk for the rest of the 5 rounds! PHEW!! My muscles and whole body is still aching til now -_-''' I know la I don't do exercise that's why aching....walk also cannot walk properly...
It's okay...I shall improve this week! *pat my own head*....
Because........
It felt like didn't work out at all when we had these for dinner............
Is it my fault I can't speak or that my body becomes weak or that I can hardly move at the very thought of you nothing ever really got to me I could always turn the other cheek could it be those days are gone could've sworn that I was strong at least stronger than these emotions that are taking over me I swear I'm stronger than these emotions but they're taking over me...
No no no no this can't be it the less you are the less she is no no no no 'cause I can usually handle this I wasn't ready for these emotions that are taking over me I swear I'm stronger than these emotions but they're taking over me
You're the silence in a roaring crowd you're the equivalent of a fluffy cloud a genie in a bottle make a wish to wish the wishes will never end you're the platinum in my treasure chest you're the answer that i never woulda guessed I'm a love life test and I don't mind at all I don't mind at all
I swear I'm stronger than these emotions but they're taking over me I swear I'm stronger than these emotions but they're taking over me its just I wasn't ready for these
How I wish Aladdin's story will come true some time....as in to have a genie in a lamp. IF......I repeatIF....I really have that I would wish that the genie would grant me 3 wishes:
1) Get a room for me (Internet + Washing Machine + Heater + Car Park) 2) Get a new job for me 3) If the above 2 are not granted, better still get me out of here so I won't have to go through all of these!
I am tired....physically and mentally.... I just wish that after a long day, I have someone or something to pamper me...
I am confused and depressed in relationship...frustrated and stressed at work and cracking my head to find a car park for Alexis...or...looking for a place to stay. Above all, I think the one that hit me the most is the first one...am I that ready? did things changed? Or I am just demanding too much? I really don't know.
Suppose to be resting on bed...but couldn't sleep at all. Had been doing a lot of thinking lately...thinking and thinking and thinking...with NO solution.
I kept asking myself, did I do anything wrong? Did I not do enough? Why am I being treated this way? Why things did not turn out the way I wanted it to be? Or am I being selfish for thinking it my way?
This song has been lingering in my mind for a week... I don't usually like chinese singing english songs. So when James send me the YT link I don't feel like checking it out but I did anyway...and so here I am...lovin' every single rhythm of it! I *heart* =D
kakaaakaakaaa...
